F for Fine

Hi, fellas. :)
Miss my story huh?
Woah lot of moments happened! Just in a month.
I don't know how to start this..
I hate to say goodbye, those word is the hardest word to say right? I won't do it, so..
Yup, it makes me think fly to the sky. Oh, Secrets by OneRepublic is on repeat.
I'm the type of people that hide their true feelings from others, even to my fams, and bestfriend. But, you know you can't hide it forever. The one who's there, who always ask you all the time.. You'll tell them what's your 'secret'. But, i never hide all my problems from Allah.. I never feel alone and lonely, I've Allah.
But, sometime it feels sad when i can't share my problem to those i want to. Like, where are you? Where are them? It hurts to face this without them.
This september and october are 2 hard months i've ever had. One of my biggest moment in my life.
I hate to choose a choice, and i should pick it up..
I really hate to cry, but i can't lie to my eyes. It's hard..
I don't like to tell them what happen, that's why i write it here..
I hate to say this but... I need you.



Don't worry, I'm fine. :)