A story from Saturday night

Hi..................
The weirdest side of me, come again tonight... I hate being sick like this.
Sesekali sedih gapapa kan? :)
Okey, I'm in drop condition and down mode right now. But, I'm fine. I'm alright.
Lucu ya, Fika yang sering spread the positive thing to others, tapi sulit nasehatin diri sendiri *yaiyalah*
Someone who I need the most..... Not here. I want to share my problem with him but yeah.. :)
But, where are you? :" tuh kan Fika payah kan. Cemen.
I'm the type of person that won't share my sad story to my bestfriend. Tapi, gak bisa dibohongin juga sih gak gampang tutupin perasaan hehe. Ngetweet random dan ditanya "kenapa" sama sahabat, tapi selalu jawab "gapapa" entah gak bisa jawab dgn kata-kata lain. Gak mau aja bikin mereka gimana ya, ya gitu. :| Emang salah sih ya.. Harusnya gak gitu. Harusnya cerita, sharing. Tapi... Yasudahlah. This is why I've this 'Secret Diary'. When no one hear me, I write. :|

But, sometime it's hard to me that you're not here when I need you.
You're my best, and I miss my best. The one that I can share anything. Hehehe....
Yaudahlah ya.
Fika strong. Yuhhuuu~




Random ya? Iya, emang Fika - si Random.